Deserted

She stands alone with a pool of thoughts.Her mind is buzzing with streams of thoughts she isn’t familiar with.She wasn’t the person she is now.She was the college queen and the most optimistic person around in a group but now she walks alone in the road of life.Her canvas of life is devoid of any colour and she doesn’t have any airy hopes for the future too.
Her condition is her fault.She is a mood swinger and an obstinate  mind.Her beauty assisted her to have her way all her life.She was the head turner in the parties with the prettiest dresses and the most beautiful face around.The men wanted her and the women envied her for her perfect anatomy.She enjoyed every minute of the attention.She broke many hearts and attracted a lot of vigilant glares.A stern woman with an impeccable taste for everything, right from the vintage wines to the latest fashion trend.The world was her playground and she was always the winner
Her career soared and achieved heights that a woman only day dreams about.But that woman had the toughest life,a rotten life of a lonely woman.Her ambitiousness was too much to bear and her lifestyle way too perfect.As the circle of life goes,what she did to many men came back to her.What goes around comes around and what came to her was the worse.Her beauty descended with each passing day and so did her life.Men started chasing the new lilies and the women got bored of  her impeccable style.
She felt the world falling apart because all she had was her beauty with a hint of wittiness which was of no importance now.She never believed in building relations as it was all a drama for her.She left her home at a tender age of 13 in search of money and glamour.She left behind a trail of void.She was only an empty photo album in the history of her family and a cold blooded encounter with the society she lives in.She is getting old and getting worn out.Her work place realizes this and soon she will be scraped out of her humongous cabin too.
She refuses to see the mirror and go out of her windowless apartment.It’s been 21 days since she last talked to somebody.She is weak and muffled but refuses to admit it. In her head she is still that young and pretty lady who made heads turn in a party.So she lies alone in her apartment with her head held high with traces of feebleness but with eyes which are still on fire.
She builds her own parallel world and rules it.She is the queen here and a queen who is first of a kind.A queen who is Deserted.